This day all my housemate came back again,
It was s happy to see each other again,
And the one things i and Mai have settle down our problem,
Alhamdulillah..
I don't want to do the things again,
I hope all of we friends forever,
Because what i want is to make so many friends as i could not to make enemy even for 1 person..
^^
Sunday, 26 October 2014
24.10.2014
Today is the last day we here also today is the last match for those who have semi- final and final match..
So today also,
Volleyball still not in smi or final game because it didn't have time to finish it esterday so it brought in this days,
Onthe other hand, our universsity have match this morning in women's team,
They have match with UM,
So all of we go to cheer them. Before that, Ewi ask me to keep her handkerchief.
Then, at the first round, our team won but in second round, our team had lose so as conclusion our team have lose to UM's team,
Then,
Around afternoon, when we rest in our university camp whilee waiting for the next match, Suddenly Ina ( my senior in high school ) called me. I go to her, then i saw there was a one girl also one guy standing beside her, she say "Do you know them?" I just say that i know Qisa but the guy...
He wearing sunglasses so i can't clearly see his face.
"Him? He was really popular in our school", Ina says.
I just mused his face with confused all over my mind. Then he bow his head and let me see his eyes.
Then suddenly all memory came back, "I know him but his name...", i say. All of them was silent as i trying to remember. Then "Ahh, you, what's your name? Hmmm Abu.. Abu.." I says.
Suddenly he shout not to loud... "Abu is his brother. Adnin" Ina says.. All of jus laught..
Then, after that i saw my senior also ( i forgot his name).. But in Zarith has mention to me that he was also join in this event.
This night is the closing ceremony for Sukipt for this year,
All of we took so many picture becaus is the last days we all together,
I also capable take picture with all of our team that live in same place with me..
Then i take picture with my friend in matric,
And the best is all of my high schoolmate gather together girls and guys,
Taking picture together as our first reunion,
Then in the end all of we just say hope all of we see each other again next year..
Around 1.00 a.m all of my team member reach hostel,
Enter my house then clean which can be clean not all just few things,
25.10.2014
Then i just woke up and it was so sad to think i just are memory from yesterday..
I be in my old self again,
Clean my house do the laundary and so on,
Is the best memory ever.. I hope all of we see each other again in next year...
Today is the last day we here also today is the last match for those who have semi- final and final match..
So today also,
Volleyball still not in smi or final game because it didn't have time to finish it esterday so it brought in this days,
Onthe other hand, our universsity have match this morning in women's team,
They have match with UM,
So all of we go to cheer them. Before that, Ewi ask me to keep her handkerchief.
Then, at the first round, our team won but in second round, our team had lose so as conclusion our team have lose to UM's team,
Then,
Around afternoon, when we rest in our university camp whilee waiting for the next match, Suddenly Ina ( my senior in high school ) called me. I go to her, then i saw there was a one girl also one guy standing beside her, she say "Do you know them?" I just say that i know Qisa but the guy...
He wearing sunglasses so i can't clearly see his face.
"Him? He was really popular in our school", Ina says.
I just mused his face with confused all over my mind. Then he bow his head and let me see his eyes.
Then suddenly all memory came back, "I know him but his name...", i say. All of them was silent as i trying to remember. Then "Ahh, you, what's your name? Hmmm Abu.. Abu.." I says.
Suddenly he shout not to loud... "Abu is his brother. Adnin" Ina says.. All of jus laught..
Then, after that i saw my senior also ( i forgot his name).. But in Zarith has mention to me that he was also join in this event.
This night is the closing ceremony for Sukipt for this year,
All of we took so many picture becaus is the last days we all together,
I also capable take picture with all of our team that live in same place with me..
Then i take picture with my friend in matric,
And the best is all of my high schoolmate gather together girls and guys,
Taking picture together as our first reunion,
Then in the end all of we just say hope all of we see each other again next year..
Around 1.00 a.m all of my team member reach hostel,
Enter my house then clean which can be clean not all just few things,
25.10.2014
Then i just woke up and it was so sad to think i just are memory from yesterday..
I be in my old self again,
Clean my house do the laundary and so on,
Is the best memory ever.. I hope all of we see each other again in next year...
Saturday, 25 October 2014
23.10.2014
This morning all of the athlete from 15 university go to the UUM's sport centre because we have opening ceremony for this event.
It's a very enjoyable ceremony,
Although all of we woke up early in the morning.
Before that, when we walked to the sport centre, we see a monkey, I remeber my friend, Nash told me before that don't shocked if you see a monkey becaus our university is in the jungle.
Also Fara told me that she see a deer and also me have see a lizards,
In opening ceremony, we took many of picture,
Also i meet my firend in matrices,
Mira and Samsa also my friend in high school's cousin,
Mira ask me if Ain is join too,
But i say not because Uitm didn't attend this event,
After the ceremony is about to end, i suddenly remember this day was my mother's birthday also it is already 2 years after my mother's operation because of his colon cancer,
But Alhamdulillah my mother is already healthy and saved from this cancer,
Thanks to Allah because cured my mother's illness.
I apologise to my mother also say to my mother hope she was alright and many more,
Then in my first match it was a fierce match with another university,
Altough we narrowly defeated with the university 3-4,
We didn't have any regret because we only training in 2 days, we can play as this.
Also today i see my junior and also senior in high school,
Fazlina and Kisah,
But i bet they didn't recognize me...
Then, after finish first match we see another team from our university played,
Which is in volleyball womens and boys.
It's a nice game although we lose,
Then second game,
We compete with UKM,
we completely defeated 12-1,
It such a big pain for us, they were truly powerful because we also see them played with Unisza,
Unisza also completely defeated.
After long rest, our team meet with Unisza,
Our team won the game we completely defeat Unisza 2-8,
In the game our university's athlete didn't have any game so they give us supports,
In the game also me as WD, inadvertent push WA, Unisza player,
Her sport pants is torn and her leeg was bleeding,
I truly apologise to her, after the match finish i still apologise to her she was said it is fine nothing to worry about,
Ahh what i have done...
Then we see our volleyball team for boys played with UMT,
I see there was a guy that resemble to him in UMT's player, the guy that beyond my expectations,
But nevermine of that,
Our team also lose the game,
Then it is for this day.
This morning all of the athlete from 15 university go to the UUM's sport centre because we have opening ceremony for this event.
It's a very enjoyable ceremony,
Although all of we woke up early in the morning.
Before that, when we walked to the sport centre, we see a monkey, I remeber my friend, Nash told me before that don't shocked if you see a monkey becaus our university is in the jungle.
Also Fara told me that she see a deer and also me have see a lizards,
In opening ceremony, we took many of picture,
Also i meet my firend in matrices,
Mira and Samsa also my friend in high school's cousin,
Mira ask me if Ain is join too,
But i say not because Uitm didn't attend this event,
After the ceremony is about to end, i suddenly remember this day was my mother's birthday also it is already 2 years after my mother's operation because of his colon cancer,
But Alhamdulillah my mother is already healthy and saved from this cancer,
Thanks to Allah because cured my mother's illness.
I apologise to my mother also say to my mother hope she was alright and many more,
Then in my first match it was a fierce match with another university,
Altough we narrowly defeated with the university 3-4,
We didn't have any regret because we only training in 2 days, we can play as this.
Also today i see my junior and also senior in high school,
Fazlina and Kisah,
But i bet they didn't recognize me...
Then, after finish first match we see another team from our university played,
Which is in volleyball womens and boys.
It's a nice game although we lose,
Then second game,
We compete with UKM,
we completely defeated 12-1,
It such a big pain for us, they were truly powerful because we also see them played with Unisza,
Unisza also completely defeated.
After long rest, our team meet with Unisza,
Our team won the game we completely defeat Unisza 2-8,
In the game our university's athlete didn't have any game so they give us supports,
In the game also me as WD, inadvertent push WA, Unisza player,
Her sport pants is torn and her leeg was bleeding,
I truly apologise to her, after the match finish i still apologise to her she was said it is fine nothing to worry about,
Ahh what i have done...
Then we see our volleyball team for boys played with UMT,
I see there was a guy that resemble to him in UMT's player, the guy that beyond my expectations,
But nevermine of that,
Our team also lose the game,
Then it is for this day.
22.10.2014
I and Fara woke up early today
because today we will go to Perak to attend Sukipt competition that will held at UUM which is Universiti Utara Malaysia,
The university that my friend, Nash attend.
After we ride bus to Kangar, we must go to Wang Ulu,
Before that as soon as we reach Kangar,
Me and Fara go to the store first because i want to buy a mineral water also ....
because i really want to eat that as my breakfast while Grace which is my netball team go to the restaurant to have a breakfast,
In the store i see my favourite comics, "Lawak Kampus". It's a new version of it but because i don't have much money in my wallet so i can't buy it, So sad.
After that, we go to book store because Fara want to search manga because she was a manga's collector, hihihi.
As me i search for a novel, Actually, i don't have any interest in reading novel but it just for my sister,
Just looking not buy it,
Then, after waiting until 10.30 a.m,
Bus that will go to Wang Ulu arrived. We so worried because Grace not come back yet,Fara have tried many times to call her but she didn't pick up her phone, So the bus driver just drive the bus and leave Grace behind. I think she haven't finish breakfast yet.
After reach Wang Ulu, we go to Affin's house to stay there for a while,
While waiting for the bus pick us at 1.00 p.m, I was sleeping for a while at Affin's house.
Then Fara woke me up because it is nearly 1.00 p.m,
I see Fara and Affin already prepare themselves,
Then i prepare myself,
After that we waiting for Grace and walked together to the bus stop,
As we waiting i buy a snack because i didn't have time to lunch.
After have a trip around 1 hour, at last we arrived in UUM,
Then we has given room to stay,
After that, me and Fara want to buy a dinner,
As we walked, i see someone in front of me,
It was my friend from another university, Zarith from Unisza.
She was my friend since in high school,
We was so happy to see each other again. She say that Malik also my friend was in cafe,
As i at the cafe, i see a Malik, and i approach him,
He was confused, and try remeber my name. He say " Fadz right?" I just smile and we have a short chat after that,
Then as i want to order my dinner, someone approach me from the back,
"Hey, it is you right?" She was my senior in high school.
I remember her face but i can't remember her name,
"It's Ina". She smile.. And ask where university that i attend, I just say Unimap.
"Oh, it's not far from here so we are family", she says.
After done with my solah,
I go to my room and Ewi also Fara says that our netball team was in first match tomorrow.
Unimap vs (I don't remember)
I and Fara woke up early today
because today we will go to Perak to attend Sukipt competition that will held at UUM which is Universiti Utara Malaysia,
The university that my friend, Nash attend.
After we ride bus to Kangar, we must go to Wang Ulu,
Before that as soon as we reach Kangar,
Me and Fara go to the store first because i want to buy a mineral water also ....
because i really want to eat that as my breakfast while Grace which is my netball team go to the restaurant to have a breakfast,
In the store i see my favourite comics, "Lawak Kampus". It's a new version of it but because i don't have much money in my wallet so i can't buy it, So sad.
After that, we go to book store because Fara want to search manga because she was a manga's collector, hihihi.
As me i search for a novel, Actually, i don't have any interest in reading novel but it just for my sister,
Just looking not buy it,
Then, after waiting until 10.30 a.m,
Bus that will go to Wang Ulu arrived. We so worried because Grace not come back yet,Fara have tried many times to call her but she didn't pick up her phone, So the bus driver just drive the bus and leave Grace behind. I think she haven't finish breakfast yet.
After reach Wang Ulu, we go to Affin's house to stay there for a while,
While waiting for the bus pick us at 1.00 p.m, I was sleeping for a while at Affin's house.
Then Fara woke me up because it is nearly 1.00 p.m,
I see Fara and Affin already prepare themselves,
Then i prepare myself,
After that we waiting for Grace and walked together to the bus stop,
As we waiting i buy a snack because i didn't have time to lunch.
After have a trip around 1 hour, at last we arrived in UUM,
Then we has given room to stay,
After that, me and Fara want to buy a dinner,
As we walked, i see someone in front of me,
It was my friend from another university, Zarith from Unisza.
She was my friend since in high school,
We was so happy to see each other again. She say that Malik also my friend was in cafe,
As i at the cafe, i see a Malik, and i approach him,
He was confused, and try remeber my name. He say " Fadz right?" I just smile and we have a short chat after that,
Then as i want to order my dinner, someone approach me from the back,
"Hey, it is you right?" She was my senior in high school.
I remember her face but i can't remember her name,
"It's Ina". She smile.. And ask where university that i attend, I just say Unimap.
"Oh, it's not far from here so we are family", she says.
After done with my solah,
I go to my room and Ewi also Fara says that our netball team was in first match tomorrow.
Unimap vs (I don't remember)
Monday, 20 October 2014
This morning,
After i done with my prayer,
I continue to do my lab report that i didn't finish it yesterday night.
Fara that sleep in my house woke up and tell me that she had to go at her house to prefer herself because this morning we had a training for netball team.
After she done, her open my door and shocked because i still with my lab report and tell me that's already 8.16 a.m and we must go at Wang Ulu at 9 a.m but at the same time our bus start at 9.00 a.m.
Our bus will stop us at Kangar first so we will be late for the training but first we must ensure that we
arrive at the bus stop at 9 a.m..
Then after i finish with my lab report, i rush go to bathroom and prefer myself.
Grateful, we arrive on time.
In bus i saw Rahma which is my friend that live same place as mine.
Actually, she invite me to go for a walk at Kangar but i had to attend my training so i refuse to go with her,
In the bus, i see there are lovers sit in front of me, i not jealous with them but i can't hold to see what they do in front of my eyes as 'lovers' it didn't kissing but something like that.
Also i say with Fara that actually i can't play well in netball although i former netball team when i was in high school.
But one reason when we had competition with other school and suddenly our school is lose and i think i is the one that make our team lose. Because of that i had a bad dream and trauma so i can't play well than before..
When we arrive at Kangar,
We meet Esther which is our leader than all of we go to Wang Ulu using car.
It's driver is Nanat and sit beside her is Nurul. All of them is our team.
In Wang Ulu, i meet Affin,
So Esther, Nanat, Affin, Fara and me start our training,
I wonder where is Nurul at that moment.
When we take a break for a while,
Suddenly Nazar appears with his bike,
He say that he wants to take all of player name in this competition to HEPA,
And i see in the paper no my name i written there,
He say that he just pick any student name because our team is not complete yet.
However, he just ask to write my name and later he will include my name in the player list.
Then we continue our training which is shoot training. After that, we take a break because we want to lunch, prayer, and rest mind for a while.
Esther, Fara and me follow Nanat. Because she want us to rest at her house.
Than, we continue our training again around 2 p.m,
This time Nurul and Grace will training with us..
All of we gather together to discuss about our position,
I in WD position and we play half court.
But one thing that we didn't have deposit player..
Esther just say, that just pick any of your friend that you know..
And this night i call Rahma,
Unfortunately, she say that her don't know how to play netball..
So how?
That's all.... see you later..
After i done with my prayer,
I continue to do my lab report that i didn't finish it yesterday night.
Fara that sleep in my house woke up and tell me that she had to go at her house to prefer herself because this morning we had a training for netball team.
After she done, her open my door and shocked because i still with my lab report and tell me that's already 8.16 a.m and we must go at Wang Ulu at 9 a.m but at the same time our bus start at 9.00 a.m.
Our bus will stop us at Kangar first so we will be late for the training but first we must ensure that we
arrive at the bus stop at 9 a.m..
Then after i finish with my lab report, i rush go to bathroom and prefer myself.
Grateful, we arrive on time.
In bus i saw Rahma which is my friend that live same place as mine.
Actually, she invite me to go for a walk at Kangar but i had to attend my training so i refuse to go with her,
In the bus, i see there are lovers sit in front of me, i not jealous with them but i can't hold to see what they do in front of my eyes as 'lovers' it didn't kissing but something like that.
Also i say with Fara that actually i can't play well in netball although i former netball team when i was in high school.
But one reason when we had competition with other school and suddenly our school is lose and i think i is the one that make our team lose. Because of that i had a bad dream and trauma so i can't play well than before..
When we arrive at Kangar,
We meet Esther which is our leader than all of we go to Wang Ulu using car.
It's driver is Nanat and sit beside her is Nurul. All of them is our team.
In Wang Ulu, i meet Affin,
So Esther, Nanat, Affin, Fara and me start our training,
I wonder where is Nurul at that moment.
When we take a break for a while,
Suddenly Nazar appears with his bike,
He say that he wants to take all of player name in this competition to HEPA,
And i see in the paper no my name i written there,
He say that he just pick any student name because our team is not complete yet.
However, he just ask to write my name and later he will include my name in the player list.
Then we continue our training which is shoot training. After that, we take a break because we want to lunch, prayer, and rest mind for a while.
Esther, Fara and me follow Nanat. Because she want us to rest at her house.
Than, we continue our training again around 2 p.m,
This time Nurul and Grace will training with us..
All of we gather together to discuss about our position,
I in WD position and we play half court.
But one thing that we didn't have deposit player..
Esther just say, that just pick any of your friend that you know..
And this night i call Rahma,
Unfortunately, she say that her don't know how to play netball..
So how?
That's all.... see you later..
Saturday, 18 October 2014
Morning everyone,
there are 2 days since all my housemate back to their own home because of mid-sem break.
Although i was leave alone in my house,
I didn't feel alone because i use every second to busy doing anything important like clean my house, study for mid term test, do my laundry and so on.
With do yourself keep busy you can't feel alone, you know.
Oh,
I remembered something,
Something that happen in 16/10/14,
In electrical class experiment, my group is me and chinese boy, Ah Hong.
At first our experiment didn't turn well so as the person who handle the experiment,
Ah Hong is stress because we will be late if it didn't turn to well,
Then, we call our PLV to check our experiment and it just our wrong to put the wire in a wrong place,
That's why our experiment is down.
After we knew our wrong,
We built back our circuit check the wire and at last, it turn very well.
After we finish off our experiment,
Ah Hong want to do high five to me but i refuse,
Suddenly he turn down,
I just say sorry to him,
Because in Islam we cannot touch our "Mahram".
Which means the person that we can get married.
Like all men who didn't have any relative to us.
Then in the experiment to,
As i left to check my friend experiment,
There are 1 guy named Faiz want to sit at my chair,
Then, i hit his back with my paper,
I say that i want to sit there.And say "Don't you dare to sit at my chair",
He just say "I just want to sit for a moment. That's all", Seem he was upset.
Hmm i just want to sit back.
But as i think again it is my fault to hit his back then say something horrible i think.
Hmm that's all i want to say right now see you this night..
there are 2 days since all my housemate back to their own home because of mid-sem break.
Although i was leave alone in my house,
I didn't feel alone because i use every second to busy doing anything important like clean my house, study for mid term test, do my laundry and so on.
With do yourself keep busy you can't feel alone, you know.
Oh,
I remembered something,
Something that happen in 16/10/14,
In electrical class experiment, my group is me and chinese boy, Ah Hong.
At first our experiment didn't turn well so as the person who handle the experiment,
Ah Hong is stress because we will be late if it didn't turn to well,
Then, we call our PLV to check our experiment and it just our wrong to put the wire in a wrong place,
That's why our experiment is down.
After we knew our wrong,
We built back our circuit check the wire and at last, it turn very well.
After we finish off our experiment,
Ah Hong want to do high five to me but i refuse,
Suddenly he turn down,
I just say sorry to him,
Because in Islam we cannot touch our "Mahram".
Which means the person that we can get married.
Like all men who didn't have any relative to us.
Then in the experiment to,
As i left to check my friend experiment,
There are 1 guy named Faiz want to sit at my chair,
Then, i hit his back with my paper,
I say that i want to sit there.And say "Don't you dare to sit at my chair",
He just say "I just want to sit for a moment. That's all", Seem he was upset.
Hmm i just want to sit back.
But as i think again it is my fault to hit his back then say something horrible i think.
Hmm that's all i want to say right now see you this night..
Thursday, 16 October 2014
It's been 4 days since i didn't post anything.
These days it's been calm already although i lately so busy in these days..
With my assignment, mid term test and my experiment report,
just think it as challenge for me as the student..
I already settle my past problem although it is not settle hundred percent yet...
But it is okay since everything is not 'hot' than before..
In this days,
It is Syiqin birthday's i just gave her a chocolate bar because i didn't have much money to buy something much good than that also our apartment is much far from the main city in Perlis..
But altough it is just a very simple present, it still have more happiness.
Also, this morning i woke up as usual think to improve my dicipline to go early in class.
But as i prefer my self to go class, i forgot what time is.
So i take more time to prefer my self until i late for my class..
So what i want to say i late again..
Then, as the other's turn to do experiment, we do our tutorial.
Sir Mustaqim ask us to do moment of inertia's question than later on he will show us the answer.
But as the first question finish, suddenly he just say that 'That's all our class for today'
All of we shocked.
Because our class actually in 2 hours but today is not even reach one hour yet he just finish the class.
But at the same time we happy because class finish earlier.
As we out from class the other's that do the experiment is shocked because we finish earlier.
But as we enter the bus over 5 minutes later all of them enter the bus..
Fara said that the machine that suppose to be use is broken down so they have to cancel their experiment...
Hmm, tomorrow i still have my quiz for IKOM subject,
I think that's all for today..
These days it's been calm already although i lately so busy in these days..
With my assignment, mid term test and my experiment report,
just think it as challenge for me as the student..
I already settle my past problem although it is not settle hundred percent yet...
But it is okay since everything is not 'hot' than before..
In this days,
It is Syiqin birthday's i just gave her a chocolate bar because i didn't have much money to buy something much good than that also our apartment is much far from the main city in Perlis..
But altough it is just a very simple present, it still have more happiness.
Also, this morning i woke up as usual think to improve my dicipline to go early in class.
But as i prefer my self to go class, i forgot what time is.
So i take more time to prefer my self until i late for my class..
So what i want to say i late again..
Then, as the other's turn to do experiment, we do our tutorial.
Sir Mustaqim ask us to do moment of inertia's question than later on he will show us the answer.
But as the first question finish, suddenly he just say that 'That's all our class for today'
All of we shocked.
Because our class actually in 2 hours but today is not even reach one hour yet he just finish the class.
But at the same time we happy because class finish earlier.
As we out from class the other's that do the experiment is shocked because we finish earlier.
But as we enter the bus over 5 minutes later all of them enter the bus..
Fara said that the machine that suppose to be use is broken down so they have to cancel their experiment...
Hmm, tomorrow i still have my quiz for IKOM subject,
I think that's all for today..
Sunday, 12 October 2014
Night everyone,
Today i feel happy and relaxed although my problem still ongoing.
Today also all of we do our assignment because it will submit next Friday and next Wednesday
we have our mid term test for subject mathematics engineering.
Actually this night,
I feel so happy because my prayer was answered by Allah,
How did i know?
Several minutes ago, l call my mom not because i want to share my problem with her but because i just want to ask something about my sister and my brother.
Because i don't want anyone to involve in my problem,
I would like to bear alone with it and don't want to bother anyone because they also have their own problem right?
Only someone that knew it because she see it.
That's one i would like t share my problem because she see what's going wrong.
It is Yana. But i just share little of it because she also have her own problem.
But just then, my mother say to me, "whatever you feel don't think to much about it".
And suddenly my heart feeling so calm,
Then after i ended my call with her,
I received text from my friend,
Something that also make my heart calm.
Suddenly, tear fall down.
Allahurabbi,
So big grace that you gave to me,
Please make me more strong and feel thanksgiving to all of Your grace.
"Don't feel despair and feel sad. Just patient and always prayer. Because Allah always will answer our prayer, always. It is just us to keep patient and always keep going prayer to Him. Insha Allah, on the right time later Allah will answer our prayer"
Today i feel happy and relaxed although my problem still ongoing.
Today also all of we do our assignment because it will submit next Friday and next Wednesday
we have our mid term test for subject mathematics engineering.
Actually this night,
I feel so happy because my prayer was answered by Allah,
How did i know?
Several minutes ago, l call my mom not because i want to share my problem with her but because i just want to ask something about my sister and my brother.
Because i don't want anyone to involve in my problem,
I would like to bear alone with it and don't want to bother anyone because they also have their own problem right?
Only someone that knew it because she see it.
That's one i would like t share my problem because she see what's going wrong.
It is Yana. But i just share little of it because she also have her own problem.
But just then, my mother say to me, "whatever you feel don't think to much about it".
And suddenly my heart feeling so calm,
Then after i ended my call with her,
I received text from my friend,
Something that also make my heart calm.
Suddenly, tear fall down.
Allahurabbi,
So big grace that you gave to me,
Please make me more strong and feel thanksgiving to all of Your grace.
"Don't feel despair and feel sad. Just patient and always prayer. Because Allah always will answer our prayer, always. It is just us to keep patient and always keep going prayer to Him. Insha Allah, on the right time later Allah will answer our prayer"
Saturday, 11 October 2014
This is my feeling for today i don't want to talk much about it because i afraid that it will hurt my feeling more than it do...
Just when you face something like this just smile and feel great because you are the lucky person that chosen and Allah give a test for you to see whether you back and give everything to Him or not..
Allah never give He servant something test that His servant can't deal with it.. But it will give to us a test that we could deal with it.. Just have a faith to Allah and you will be fine..
And i happy because i hope with this test it make me more mature to handle this kind of situation in the future... Thanks Allah...
For me it is okay if i getting hurt by someone because i still have Allah..
And just think about it make me feel more relaxed and then i smile although it's getting hurt..
Never mine Allah with me!
"Just think about ALLAH our heart will be calm"
Just try it.. ^_^
Thursday, 9 October 2014
Night,
Today my mood seem not right,
I guess it is because of my *****,
So today,
We do the experiment number 1 which is about the Moment Of Inertia,
To bad we also didn't know how to explain to the international student how to do the calculation,
So we just let them to copy our answer,
Also this morning,
As usual i late to attend my class at Jejawi,
So when in the bus, Yana want to sit with Fara and they deliberately want me to sit alone,
Actually i didn't see Aliff was waiting for us to take our sit. So i just pull Yana's beg because i want to sit with her,
But suddenly, all of we see Aliff,
Aliff just see Fara then he smile. I don't know if he was upset or not just because he think that i do not want he to sit beside me,
Actually, it is not what he think, because i just don't realize he was there.
But later everything seem to be okay because i have a small talk with he later,
Then as i do my experiment, Fara and my other friend didn't have there tutorial,
So they take time to do assignment and go to interview a few of lectures.
Then, after i back home,
Yana ask me to do interview with other lecture because all of them already interview the lecture,
So it seem me that didn't do it yet.
I just ask why they didn't do for me because i really hate to do such kind of things include introduce my own self.
This night as we have our meeting i beg to them that i really don't want to do such kind of things,
They just said no!
I was upset to hear that word. Really..
So i do the mindset that it must do.. Think about the future later that want it or not i will face other people too.. So just think is as exercise to do better next time..
So wait for tomorrow..
"Actually the thing that we really don't want it happen to us or really hate to do, it will happen to us and we will do the things in forced"
Today my mood seem not right,
I guess it is because of my *****,
So today,
We do the experiment number 1 which is about the Moment Of Inertia,
To bad we also didn't know how to explain to the international student how to do the calculation,
So we just let them to copy our answer,
Also this morning,
As usual i late to attend my class at Jejawi,
So when in the bus, Yana want to sit with Fara and they deliberately want me to sit alone,
Actually i didn't see Aliff was waiting for us to take our sit. So i just pull Yana's beg because i want to sit with her,
But suddenly, all of we see Aliff,
Aliff just see Fara then he smile. I don't know if he was upset or not just because he think that i do not want he to sit beside me,
Actually, it is not what he think, because i just don't realize he was there.
But later everything seem to be okay because i have a small talk with he later,
Then as i do my experiment, Fara and my other friend didn't have there tutorial,
So they take time to do assignment and go to interview a few of lectures.
Then, after i back home,
Yana ask me to do interview with other lecture because all of them already interview the lecture,
So it seem me that didn't do it yet.
I just ask why they didn't do for me because i really hate to do such kind of things include introduce my own self.
This night as we have our meeting i beg to them that i really don't want to do such kind of things,
They just said no!
I was upset to hear that word. Really..
So i do the mindset that it must do.. Think about the future later that want it or not i will face other people too.. So just think is as exercise to do better next time..
So wait for tomorrow..
"Actually the thing that we really don't want it happen to us or really hate to do, it will happen to us and we will do the things in forced"
Sunday, 5 October 2014
Eid Mubarakh
Eid Mubarakh everyone..
Today, is a big day for our religion where is a event that is take part every year when muslis peform their hajj.
Today, i think want to stay all day in my house and want to finish off my study...
But because there are free food to eat so i go out and go to the restaurant in my university to takemy food..
The food is so delicious, because it is only have when this event came out.. so i fel happy to go outside.. also my mom told me to do so to take my food so i did't hungry..
Then after i talk with my mother on the phone i decide to go outside to see what happen o this day.
Tonight also..
I feel so annoyed because can't get the answer for my mathematics subject.. Determinants on Matrices chapter..
But i did't feel to despair. i always try again and again although in the end i still did't get the correct answer...
For the first time on my life, i do the one question of mathematics almost 2 hours...
Can you imagined it?
I have check on the internet, ask to my friend via phone and also search from book..
Then i try to search on the revision book again, then i understand a bit..
Then, it try it again and almost have a correct answer.
But as i looking at my clock it is almost 11 o'clock so i need to sleep.
Before that i need to update my blog and search for my assignment to..
So i decide to stop and try to do it again tomorrow..
But although i did't get the answer, i enjoyed everytime i do that question.
"Do not feel strees when do a thing because it might ruin down all of our potetial also makeus feel more despair than be patience.. But just do it again and again.. Insha Allah, we will find the answer"
Today, is a big day for our religion where is a event that is take part every year when muslis peform their hajj.
Today, i think want to stay all day in my house and want to finish off my study...
But because there are free food to eat so i go out and go to the restaurant in my university to takemy food..
The food is so delicious, because it is only have when this event came out.. so i fel happy to go outside.. also my mom told me to do so to take my food so i did't hungry..
Then after i talk with my mother on the phone i decide to go outside to see what happen o this day.
Tonight also..
I feel so annoyed because can't get the answer for my mathematics subject.. Determinants on Matrices chapter..
But i did't feel to despair. i always try again and again although in the end i still did't get the correct answer...
For the first time on my life, i do the one question of mathematics almost 2 hours...
Can you imagined it?
I have check on the internet, ask to my friend via phone and also search from book..
Then i try to search on the revision book again, then i understand a bit..
Then, it try it again and almost have a correct answer.
But as i looking at my clock it is almost 11 o'clock so i need to sleep.
Before that i need to update my blog and search for my assignment to..
So i decide to stop and try to do it again tomorrow..
But although i did't get the answer, i enjoyed everytime i do that question.
"Do not feel strees when do a thing because it might ruin down all of our potetial also makeus feel more despair than be patience.. But just do it again and again.. Insha Allah, we will find the answer"
Friday, 3 October 2014
Night everyone,
This night i feel so alone at home..
Because all of my housemate back to their own home...
So my home very far away from this land.
That's why i can't back home..
Airplane ticket is to expensive beside is only 5 days for holiday..
That's why i feel good to not come back home..
But never mine, actually is the best chance for me to comfort myself in the situations especially like this..
I actually feel alone but happy at the same time because i can independent by my own..
And this is the way of life..
Because i remember what my mother says " Actually whenever we feel alone or feel despair or in hardship... think that there must have person in the world that is very down than us"
So what i think is i can't back my home but at least in semester break i can go back home..
But what if the student in my country that study at the other country, must be there are most of student that still can't back home although it was a semester break. Right?
Today also we feast in conjunction with the hari Raya Haji.. We called as feast Hari Arafah..
Actually in my country it suppose to do tomorrow but as we follow the arabic states that will do today...
This night i feel so alone at home..
Because all of my housemate back to their own home...
So my home very far away from this land.
That's why i can't back home..
Airplane ticket is to expensive beside is only 5 days for holiday..
That's why i feel good to not come back home..
But never mine, actually is the best chance for me to comfort myself in the situations especially like this..
I actually feel alone but happy at the same time because i can independent by my own..
And this is the way of life..
Because i remember what my mother says " Actually whenever we feel alone or feel despair or in hardship... think that there must have person in the world that is very down than us"
So what i think is i can't back my home but at least in semester break i can go back home..
But what if the student in my country that study at the other country, must be there are most of student that still can't back home although it was a semester break. Right?
Today also we feast in conjunction with the hari Raya Haji.. We called as feast Hari Arafah..
Actually in my country it suppose to do tomorrow but as we follow the arabic states that will do today...
Thursday, 2 October 2014
2/9/2014
Today my life as usual attend to class then do the experiment then go back to hostel.
Actually i want to share something with all of you...
Yesterday, there was a boy that died fell from school's hall ceiling about 30 meters high...
Some says 12 meters and some says 20 meters...
He was 15 years old...
Actually as many of people in our country, i also feel sad and pity to him...
I don't know how to put in this..
But other people says that he had been bullied by him own friend..
They put his pencil box up the school's hall and as soon he pick up his pencil box.. He fell down...
And others says, that he was with his friend, all of them climb up to pick the ball that stuck in the ceiling so as he fell down.. His friend couldn't make up of time to catch up his hand...
That was i hear...
Then also on the same days too..
There was a workers that die because he fell down from stairs about two meters high...
The workers actually is a wiring's worker that incidentally work at building that will be gym there.
The gym is near my hostel at Unicity Alam...
Al- fatihah
"The death is won't waiting us until all of we getting old.. But it always near and near...
And the death is for sure... Like in Quran says "Everything that living will feel death"
And all of we will go to Allah our creators for sure"
Today my life as usual attend to class then do the experiment then go back to hostel.
Actually i want to share something with all of you...
Yesterday, there was a boy that died fell from school's hall ceiling about 30 meters high...
Some says 12 meters and some says 20 meters...
He was 15 years old...
Actually as many of people in our country, i also feel sad and pity to him...
I don't know how to put in this..
But other people says that he had been bullied by him own friend..
They put his pencil box up the school's hall and as soon he pick up his pencil box.. He fell down...
And others says, that he was with his friend, all of them climb up to pick the ball that stuck in the ceiling so as he fell down.. His friend couldn't make up of time to catch up his hand...
That was i hear...
Then also on the same days too..
There was a workers that die because he fell down from stairs about two meters high...
The workers actually is a wiring's worker that incidentally work at building that will be gym there.
The gym is near my hostel at Unicity Alam...
Al- fatihah
"The death is won't waiting us until all of we getting old.. But it always near and near...
And the death is for sure... Like in Quran says "Everything that living will feel death"
And all of we will go to Allah our creators for sure"
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