Sunday, 26 October 2014

This day all my housemate came back again,
It was s happy to see each other again,
And the one things i and Mai have settle down our problem,
Alhamdulillah..
I don't want to do the things again,
I hope all of we friends forever,
Because what i want is to make so many friends as i could not to make enemy even for 1 person..

^^
24.10.2014

Today is the last day we here also today is the last match for those who have semi- final and final match..

So today also,
Volleyball still not in smi or final game because it didn't have time to finish it esterday so it brought in this days,
Onthe other hand, our universsity have match this morning in women's team,
They have match with UM,
So all of we go to cheer them. Before that, Ewi ask me to keep her handkerchief.
Then, at the first round, our team won but in second round, our team had lose so as conclusion our team have lose to UM's team,

Then,
Around afternoon, when we rest in our university camp whilee waiting for the next match, Suddenly Ina ( my senior in high school ) called me. I go to her, then i saw there was a one girl also one guy standing beside her, she say "Do you know them?" I just say that i know Qisa but the guy...
He wearing sunglasses so i can't clearly see his face.
"Him? He was really popular in our school", Ina says.
I just mused his face with confused all over my mind. Then he bow his head and let me see his eyes.
Then suddenly all memory came back, "I know him but his name...", i say. All of them was silent as i trying to remember. Then "Ahh, you, what's your name? Hmmm Abu.. Abu.." I says.
Suddenly he shout not to loud... "Abu is his brother. Adnin" Ina says.. All of jus laught..

Then, after that i saw my senior also ( i forgot his name).. But in Zarith has mention to me that he was also join in this event.

This night is the closing ceremony for Sukipt for this year,
All of we took so many picture becaus is the last days we all together,
I also capable take picture with all of our team that live in same place with me..

Then i take picture with my friend in matric,
And the best is all of my high schoolmate gather together girls and guys,
Taking picture together as our first reunion,
Then in the end all of we just say hope all of we see each other again next year..

Around 1.00 a.m all of my team member reach hostel,
Enter my house then clean which can be clean not all just few things,


25.10.2014

Then i just woke up and it was so sad to think i just are memory from yesterday..
I be in my old self again,
Clean my house do the laundary and so on,
Is the best memory ever.. I hope all of we see each other again in next year...

Saturday, 25 October 2014

23.10.2014

This morning all of the athlete from 15 university go to the UUM's sport centre because we have opening ceremony for this event.

It's a very enjoyable ceremony,
Although all of we woke up early in the morning.
Before that, when we walked to the sport centre, we see a monkey, I remeber my friend, Nash told me before that don't shocked if you see a monkey becaus our university is in the jungle.
Also Fara told me that she see a deer and also me have see a lizards,
In opening ceremony, we took many of picture,
Also i meet my firend in matrices,
Mira and Samsa also my friend in high school's cousin,
Mira ask me if Ain is join too,
But i say not because Uitm didn't attend this event,

After the ceremony is about to end, i suddenly remember this day was my mother's birthday also it is already 2 years after my mother's operation because of his colon cancer,
But Alhamdulillah my mother is already healthy and saved from this cancer,
Thanks to Allah because cured my mother's illness.
I apologise to my mother also say to my mother hope she was alright and many more,

Then in my first match it was a fierce match with another university,
Altough we narrowly defeated with the university 3-4,
We didn't have any regret because we only training in 2 days, we can play as this.

Also today i see my junior and also senior in high school,
Fazlina and Kisah,
But i bet they didn't recognize me...

Then, after finish first match we see another team from our university played,
Which is in volleyball womens and boys.
It's a nice game although we lose,

Then second game,
We compete with UKM,
we completely defeated 12-1,
It such a big pain for us, they were truly powerful because we also see them played with Unisza,
Unisza also completely defeated.
After long rest, our team meet with Unisza,
Our team won the game we completely defeat Unisza 2-8,
In the game our university's athlete didn't have any game so they give us supports,
In the game also me as WD, inadvertent push WA, Unisza player,
Her sport pants is torn and her leeg was bleeding,
I truly apologise to her, after the match finish i still apologise to her she was said it is fine nothing to worry about,
Ahh what i have done...

Then we see our volleyball team for boys played with UMT,
I see there was a guy that resemble to him in UMT's player, the guy that beyond my expectations,
But nevermine of that,
Our team also lose the game,
Then it is for this day.

22.10.2014

I and Fara woke up early today
because today we will go to Perak to attend Sukipt competition that will held at UUM which is Universiti Utara Malaysia,
The university that my friend, Nash attend.

After we ride bus to Kangar, we must go to Wang Ulu,
Before that as soon as we reach Kangar,
Me and Fara go to the store first because i want to buy a mineral water also ....
because i really want to eat that as my breakfast while Grace which is my netball team go to the restaurant to have a breakfast,
In the store i see my favourite comics, "Lawak Kampus". It's a new version of it but because i don't have much money in my wallet so i can't buy it, So sad.

After that, we go to book store because Fara want to search manga because she was a manga's collector, hihihi.
As me i search for a novel, Actually, i don't have any interest in reading novel but it just for my sister,
Just looking not buy it,

Then, after waiting until 10.30 a.m,
Bus that will go to Wang Ulu arrived. We so worried because Grace not come back yet,Fara have tried many times to call her but she didn't pick up her phone, So the bus driver just drive the bus and leave Grace behind. I think she haven't finish breakfast yet.

After reach Wang Ulu, we go to Affin's house to stay there for a while,
While waiting for the bus pick us at 1.00 p.m, I was sleeping for a while at Affin's house.
Then Fara woke me up because it is nearly 1.00 p.m,
I see Fara and Affin already prepare themselves,
Then i prepare myself,
After that we waiting for Grace and walked together to the bus stop,
As we waiting i buy a snack because i didn't have time to lunch.

After have a trip around 1 hour, at last we arrived in UUM,
Then we has given room to stay,
After that, me and Fara want to buy a dinner,
As we walked, i see someone in front of me,
It was my friend from another university, Zarith from Unisza.
She was my friend since in high school,
We was so happy to see each other again. She say that Malik also my friend was in cafe,
As i at the cafe, i see a Malik, and i approach him,
He was confused, and try remeber my name. He say " Fadz right?" I just smile and we have a short chat after that,
Then as i want to order my dinner, someone approach me from the back,
"Hey, it is you right?" She was my senior in high school.
I remember her face but i can't remember her name,
"It's Ina". She smile.. And ask where university that i attend, I just say Unimap.
"Oh, it's not far from here so we are family", she says.

After done with my solah,
I go to my room and Ewi also Fara says that our netball team was in first match tomorrow.
Unimap vs (I don't remember)

Monday, 20 October 2014

This morning,

After i done with my prayer,
I continue to do my lab report that i didn't finish it yesterday night.
Fara that sleep in my house woke up and tell me that she had to go at her house to prefer herself because this morning we had a training for netball team.

After she done, her open my door and shocked because i still with my lab report and tell me that's already 8.16 a.m and we must go at Wang Ulu at 9 a.m but at the same time our bus start at 9.00 a.m.
Our bus will stop us at Kangar first so we will be late for the training but first we must ensure that we
arrive at the bus stop at 9 a.m..

Then after i finish with my lab report, i rush go to bathroom and prefer myself.
Grateful, we arrive on time.
In bus i saw Rahma which is my friend that live same place as mine.
Actually, she invite me to go for a walk at Kangar but i had to attend my training so i refuse to go with her,
In the bus, i see there are lovers sit in front of me, i not jealous with them but i can't hold to see what they do in front of my eyes as 'lovers' it didn't kissing but something like that.
Also i say with Fara that actually i can't play well in netball although i former netball team when i was in high school.

But one reason when we had competition with other school and suddenly our school is lose and i think i is the one that make our team lose. Because of that i had a bad dream and trauma so i can't play well than before..

When we arrive at Kangar,
We meet Esther which is our leader than all of we go to Wang Ulu using car.
It's driver is Nanat and sit beside her is Nurul. All of them is our team.
In Wang Ulu, i meet Affin,
So Esther, Nanat, Affin, Fara and me start our training,
I wonder where is Nurul at that moment.

When we take a break for a while,
Suddenly Nazar appears with his bike,
He say that he wants to take all of player name in this competition to HEPA,
And i see in the paper no my name i written there,
He say that he just pick any student name because our team is not complete yet.
However, he just ask to write my name and later he will include my name in the player list.

Then we continue our training which is shoot training. After that, we take a break because we want to lunch, prayer, and rest mind for a while.
Esther, Fara and me follow Nanat. Because she want us to rest at her house.
Than, we continue our training again around 2 p.m,
This time Nurul and Grace will training with us..
All of we gather together to discuss about our position,
I in WD position and we play half court.
But one thing that we didn't have deposit player..

Esther just say, that just pick any of your friend that you know..

And this night i call Rahma,
Unfortunately, she say that her don't know how to play netball..

So how?

That's all.... see you later..

Saturday, 18 October 2014

Morning everyone,
there are 2 days since all my housemate back to their own home because of mid-sem break.
Although i was leave alone in my house,
I didn't feel alone because i use every second to busy doing anything important like clean my house, study for mid term test, do my laundry and so on.
With do yourself keep busy you can't feel alone, you know.

Oh,
I remembered something,
Something that happen in 16/10/14,
In electrical class experiment, my group is me and chinese boy, Ah Hong.
At first our experiment didn't turn well so as the person who handle the experiment,
Ah Hong is stress because we will be late if it didn't turn to well,
Then, we call our PLV to check our experiment and it just our wrong to put the wire in a wrong place,
That's why our experiment is down.
After we knew our wrong,
We built back our circuit check the wire and at last, it turn very well.
After we finish off our experiment,
Ah Hong want to do high five to me but i refuse,
Suddenly he turn down,
I just say sorry to him,
Because in Islam we cannot touch our "Mahram".
Which means the person that we can get married.
Like all men who didn't have any relative to us.

Then in the experiment to,
As i left to check my friend experiment,
There are 1 guy named Faiz want to sit at my chair,
Then, i hit his back with my paper,
I say that i want to sit there.And say "Don't you dare to sit at my chair",
He just say "I just want to sit for a moment. That's all", Seem he was upset.
Hmm i just want to sit back.
But as i think again it is my fault to hit his back then say something horrible i think.

Hmm that's all i want to say right now see you this night..

Thursday, 16 October 2014

It's been 4 days since i didn't post anything.

These days it's been calm already although i lately so busy in these days..
With my assignment, mid term test and my experiment report,
just think it as challenge for me as the student..

I already settle my past problem although it is not settle hundred percent yet...
But it is okay since everything is not 'hot' than before..

In this days,
It is Syiqin birthday's i just gave her a chocolate bar because i didn't have much money to buy something much  good than that also our apartment is much far from the main city in Perlis..
But altough  it is just a very simple present, it still have more happiness.

Also, this morning i woke up as usual think to improve my dicipline to go early in class.
But as i prefer my self to go class, i forgot what time is.
So i take more time to prefer my self until i late for my class..
So what i want to say i late again..
Then, as the other's turn to do experiment, we do our tutorial.
Sir Mustaqim ask us to do moment of inertia's question than later on he will show us the answer.
But as the first question finish, suddenly he just say that 'That's all our class for today'
All of we shocked.
Because our class actually in 2 hours but today is not even reach one hour yet he just finish the class.
But at the same time we happy because class finish earlier.
As we out from class the other's that do the experiment is shocked because we finish earlier.
But as we enter the bus over 5 minutes later all of them enter the bus..
Fara said that the machine that suppose to be use is broken down so they have to cancel their experiment...

Hmm, tomorrow i still have my quiz for IKOM subject,
I think that's all for today..

Sunday, 12 October 2014

 Night everyone,

Today i feel happy and relaxed although my problem still ongoing.
Today also all of we do our assignment because it will submit next Friday and next Wednesday
we have our mid term test for subject mathematics engineering.

Actually this night,
I feel so happy because my prayer was answered by Allah,
How did i know?
Several minutes ago, l call my mom not because i want to share my problem with her but because i just want to ask something about my sister and my brother.

Because i don't want anyone to involve in my problem,
I would like to bear alone with it and don't want to bother anyone because they also have their own problem right?
Only someone that knew it because she see it.
That's one i would like t share my problem because she see what's going wrong.
It is Yana. But i just share little of it because she also have her own problem.

But just then, my mother say to me, "whatever you feel don't think to much about it".
And suddenly my heart feeling so calm,
Then after i ended my call with her,
I received text from my friend,
Something that also make my heart calm.

Suddenly, tear fall down.
Allahurabbi,
So big grace that you gave to me,
Please make me more strong and feel thanksgiving to all of Your grace.

"Don't feel despair and feel sad. Just patient and always prayer. Because Allah always will answer our prayer, always. It is just us to keep patient and always keep going prayer to Him. Insha Allah, on the right time later Allah will answer our prayer"

Saturday, 11 October 2014



This is my feeling for today i don't want to talk much about it because i afraid that it will hurt my feeling more than it do...
Just when you face something like this just smile and feel great because you are the lucky person that chosen and Allah give a test for you to see whether you back and give everything to Him or not..

Allah never give He servant something test that His servant can't deal with it.. But it will give to us a test that we could deal with it.. Just have a faith to Allah and you will be fine..
And i happy because i hope with this test it make me more mature to handle this kind of situation in the future... Thanks Allah...
For me it is okay if i  getting hurt by someone because i still have Allah..
And just think about it make me feel more relaxed and then i smile although it's getting hurt..
Never mine Allah with me!

"Just think about ALLAH our heart will be calm"

Just try it.. ^_^

Thursday, 9 October 2014

Night,

Today my mood seem not right,
I guess it is because of my *****,

So today,
We do the experiment number 1 which is about the Moment Of Inertia,
To bad we also didn't know how to explain to the international student how to do the calculation,
So we just let them to copy our answer,

Also this morning,
As usual i late to attend my class at Jejawi,
So when in the bus, Yana want to sit with Fara and they deliberately want me to sit alone,
Actually i didn't see Aliff was waiting for us to take our sit. So i just pull Yana's beg because i want to sit with her,
But suddenly, all of we see Aliff,
Aliff just see Fara then he smile. I don't know if he was upset or not just because he think that i do not want he to sit beside me,
Actually, it is not what he think, because i just don't realize he was there.
But later everything seem to be okay because i have a small talk with he later,

Then as i do my experiment, Fara and my other friend didn't have there tutorial,
So they take time to do assignment and go to interview a few of lectures.

Then, after i back home,
Yana ask me to do interview with other lecture because all of them already interview the lecture,
So it seem me that didn't do it yet.
I just ask why they didn't do for me because i really hate to do such kind of things include introduce my own self.

This night as we have our meeting i beg to them that i really don't want to do such kind of things,
They just said no!
I was upset to hear that word. Really..
So i do the mindset that it must do.. Think about the future later that want it or not i will face other people too.. So just think is as exercise to do better next time..
So wait for tomorrow..

"Actually the thing that we really don't want it happen to us or really hate to do, it will happen to us and we will do the things in forced"

Sunday, 5 October 2014

Eid Mubarakh

Eid Mubarakh everyone..

Today, is a big day for our religion where is a event that is take part every year when muslis peform their hajj.

Today, i think want to stay all day in my house and want to finish off my study...
But because there are free food to eat so i go out and go to the restaurant in my university to takemy food..
The food is so delicious, because it is only have when this event came out.. so i fel happy to go outside.. also my mom told me to do so to take my food so i did't hungry..
Then after i talk with my mother on the phone i decide to go outside to see what happen o this day.

Tonight also..
I  feel so annoyed because  can't get the answer for my mathematics subject.. Determinants on Matrices chapter..
But i did't feel to despair. i always try again and again although in the end i still did't get the correct answer...
For the first time on my life, i  do the one question of mathematics almost 2  hours...
Can you imagined it?
I have check on the internet, ask to my friend via phone and also search from book..
Then i try to search on the revision book again, then i understand a bit..
Then, it try it again and almost have a correct answer.
But as i looking at my clock it is almost 11 o'clock so i need to sleep.
Before that i need to update my blog and search for my assignment to..
So i decide to stop and try to do it again tomorrow..
But although i did't get the answer, i enjoyed everytime i do that question.

"Do not feel strees when do a thing because it might ruin down all of our potetial also makeus feel more despair than be patience.. But just do it again and again.. Insha Allah, we will find the answer"

Friday, 3 October 2014

Night everyone,

This night i feel so alone at home..
Because all of my housemate back to their own home...
So my home very far away from this land.
That's why i can't back home..
Airplane ticket is to expensive beside is only 5 days for holiday..
That's why i feel good to not come back home..

But never mine, actually is the best chance for me to comfort myself in the situations especially like this..
I actually feel alone but happy at the same time because i can independent by my own..
And this is the way of life..
Because i remember what my mother says " Actually whenever we feel alone or feel despair or in hardship... think that there must   have person in the world that is very down than us"

So what i think is i can't back my home but at least in semester break i can go back home..
But what if the student in my country that study at the other country, must be  there are most of student that still can't back home although it was a semester break. Right?

Today also we feast in conjunction with the hari Raya Haji.. We called as feast Hari Arafah..
Actually in my country it suppose to do tomorrow but as we follow the arabic states that will do today...

Thursday, 2 October 2014

2/9/2014

Today my life as usual attend to class then do the experiment then go back to hostel.

Actually i want to share something with all of you...
Yesterday, there was a boy that died fell from school's hall ceiling about  30 meters high...
Some says 12 meters and some says 20 meters...
He was 15 years old...
Actually as many of people in our country, i also feel sad and pity to him...

I don't know how to put in this..
But other people says that he had been bullied by him own friend..
They put his pencil box up the school's hall and as soon he pick up his pencil box.. He fell down...

And others says, that he was with his friend, all of them climb up to pick the ball that stuck in the ceiling so as he fell down.. His friend couldn't make up of time to catch up his hand...

That was i hear...
Then also on the same days too..
There was a workers that die because he fell down from stairs about two meters high...
The workers actually is a wiring's worker that incidentally work at building that will be gym there.
The gym is near my hostel at Unicity Alam...

Al- fatihah

"The death is won't waiting us until all of we getting old.. But it always near and near...
And the death is for sure... Like in Quran says "Everything that living will feel death"
And all of we will go to Allah our creators for sure"

Tuesday, 30 September 2014

Night everyone...
How your day today?

Today, we do the medical check-ups at our University's clinic...
After mathematics engineering's class ended..
Me and Yana want to go room first because there are some things that i want to do before go to the clinic.
Fara wait us at IMO..
So as us go to bus station, many of us (our classes member) wait there.
As the bus wait for us, suddenly, all of we scramble and run to the bus..
Then me, Fara and Yana perform solat Zohor first after do our medical check-ups.
So long to wait untilthe medical check-ups to finish..
After that, each of we must see the doctor as our conclusion for this check-ups.
For me, my backbone is a little bent. The doctor ask for me to do bow tocheck if my backbone truly bent...
It is true, so the doctor said it's just a normal case... about 10 percent of student like you.. He said..
Then as a result, the clinic took my x-ray slip.. as (i don't know what)...
I think as a any cases that happen in the future...

This night i told my mom,
and my mom was shock.. and i told her everything the doctor has said..
And she relieved...


Sunday, 28 September 2014

Morning everyone...
Actually i recently returned from our BBQ..
There's lot of fun... Start from yesterday morning until his morning..
Firstly, after i received my message from Whatsapp..
I and my friend go at A3 block to help my other friend from the same course to wash the chikclen that had been slice.. Also the others help to slice the onion... There are boys tht help to carry the chicken.. Aliff, Hadi, Meor and there's one but i don't know his name.. While we, the girls wash the chicken, all of them sing a song.. So best because all of we working together..

After finish, the boys team carry the chicken and gave them to our seniors..
The event starts at 7.40 pm.. But, me and Yana want to perform Maghrib and Isya' first.. so Fara go first..
Around 8.40 i and Yana go there.. After seniors introduce themselves to us, all of we introduce ourselves to them...
Later, we eat meal together while the others perform their songs..

After that, we must form group that must 7 people each group...
Then, there are senior that will handle us..
In my group, me, Fara, Yana, Ain, Irsyad, Aizad, and Aizuddin... Our seniors is Aidil and Hisyam...
Our seniors is from Johor and Kelantan...
After knew each other, one person from each group must introduce all of their team member..
As our group want to be selected.. there are the guys that just arrived.. His name was Khai..
So he selected from our group.. all of we hd been introduced.. so after our senior Aidil been introduced, Khai forgot where he lives so our group been punish...

The punishment is we must form a song... so we just sing "Rasa sayang" my idea and Khai agreed because is the easy song for us to perform...
Then our group has 58 percent poll. while Aliff group is only 12 percent of poll..
After that, all of we gathered together and our senior talk about who is not work yesterday morning help with the chicken and talk who is not satisfied with the senior regarding to this program...
Than Syafiq, Sureen and Daus had been called then all of we must do the push-ups...
So as all of we want to do that, all of the seniors discus flour to us..
There so noisy bustle... and we sing the birthday song to those who birth in september..
After that all of we take a picture together.. and go back to our apartment...

"In whenever we in hard or easy situation.. as friend, group or team.. we must combined our strength to faced all of the challenge.. that's are friend"

Thursday, 25 September 2014


Night...
Today, as usual we all go to class at Dragon...
Yesterday night, i sleep around 12.45 a.m
So this morning i feel so sleepy beside i over slept and rush to get bus that will go to Dragon..
As the result, i sit at the back of class which is make feel very sleepy because at that factor, i didn't focus on my class...
After that we have a experiment.. as i told at my previous post i separate from my first group and i have to attend tutorial class while the others at my group do the experiment..
As i wait in front of the lab class for the other student in elsewhere course to finish their experiment,
I see Irsyad stand beside me with Syafiq..
Irsyad is the guy that attend same matriculation as me..
So while i waiting  for my new group member that i do know where they are..
I told him that to accompany me.. don't leave me alone...he just laugh...
Then i saw one of my friend in the same mentor, Ayu.. And she say that the international student which is Chit.. that her islam's name Hanifah, same group as me.. How lucky am i!

After we finish the experiment, as i waiting for my friend, Yana and Fara,
I have a nice talk with Hanifah and Aza..
How shock the two of us.. because Hanifah is just 18 years old wile her cousin Robrt is just 17 years old.. In the such young old attend university neither foundation or diploma but degree..
She say in their country, Myanamar student at 16 years old already attend university..
But in Malaysia, if the take degree is 19 for those that take foundation and 21 for those who take diploma...

As we reach Pauh to do our lab..
After finish experiment, me, Fara and Yana... sightseeing at the Fescon..
So many cheap things there include the handphone also laptop accesories...
Hmm that's all i want to share to night..
Nice dream!

"Do not judge something same as the first sight... But try to discover it... Later you will know"

Tuesday, 23 September 2014

Good night everyone...

Today nothing particular thing happen...
It is just a similar thing in my life...

Just tonight the Fescon or Festival Convokesyen that happen in every year to celebrate the student that have their degree and finish their study...
Actually we first year's student is compulsory to attend this event tonight.. But because there are many of us that did not want to attend, so we decided to skip... Hihi how naughty we are right as the first year student...
At there, in Pauh which this event will held to..
There are have singers there.. I mean Malaysian singers Black and Kaka...
And i is not a person that interested in those kind of thing...
So i think better i study at my apartment...

So tonight, the three of we me, Yana and also Syiqin just chat together that relate to our future...
For us, we really do know how and what should i say huh?
We really wonder how we can live with a man someday..
Married? To early to think...
And really hope that my future husband is not from peninsular Malaysia... I just want my future husband is from Sabah..
And my housemate those two laugh.. And make joke at me...
They say just wait and see...

Because of what, i just want to take a good care of my father and my mother also my other siblings..
Because is i got married someday i as a wife need to follow whatever my husband say as long as he didn't say anything that will make me away from my religious... That is Islam... So i just want to be a good wife... And at the same time i do not want to separate from my family...

It is possible to me?

But if it is already my destiny i will accept it as pleased...

"Because the thing that we think bad... Is actually the good one...
And the thing that we think good is actually the bad one"

Sunday, 21 September 2014

Good Night everyone..

Today we have another event that include all semester 1, 2, and 3 students of our university..
There have two big event today which is Larian Utara and Charity Walk.
Semester 1 student compulsory to do the Larian Utara while the others do the Charity Walk...
We must run about 10 km which is start at Syed Putra stadium and also ended there...

After we all back to our apartment, all of we over slept because tired and need much rest because tomorrow class will start as usual..

"Although, we feel to despair in the middle of our journey, we must continue because we don't know what await us in the end of our journey... which is the happiest thing in our life in that moment"

Saturday, 20 September 2014

Today all of we in PPKAS group that contain rk01-civil engineering and rk07-enviromental engineering have a trip in Kelam Cave that handle by senior in the same course...

This morning i woke up at 6.30 after my room was knocked by Yana my housemate.. i suddenly woke up from bed and rush take a bath also perform solat subuh... because all of we must in the Unicity squares at 7.00 a.m

After we arrive at the squares, we have wait for the organizer for this program that not woke up yet..
So at 8.00 a.m all of we is arranged into group..that contain civil also enviromental students..
I was in group 4, while Fara is in group 3...
At first, i was awkward because i didn't know anyone in the group..
Later Aizuddin which is the only one in my group that i knew... Enter our group..
Then, i try to approach girl front me... Before i say a word she say that i was a girl in the bus and we in  the same ko-k group..

Then she introduce her friend.. Su and Ayu... Her name was Diba student of enviromental engineering..
Then we directed to go to bus.. I saw Aizuddin is alone.. so i try to make him comfortable by standing and walk with him.. and also have a talk with him.. then he say that there was a boy in our group that from Sabah same as me... then the boy looking at me he say, "Are you from KML to?" i say yes and have a talk for a while with him..

In the bus i meet with Fara and i sit next to Ayu.. we have a nice talk until we reach at the destination...

After reach destination we enter the cave.. wahh i was so exited because this is my first time enter the cave.. and have a game... if i write here is make to long beside i have another event tomorrow..
In the other hand, we have to run together... laugh, climb, enter the river, and many more interesting part.. Although we didn't in the first place but we all enjoyed it together...

Anyway this is my first wonderful event in my life at University and i hope there's more event again.. so nice...

Group 4
Leader: Aizuddin
Team member : Me, Su, Irsyad, Ayu, Diba, Wei Ling, and 3 chinese students..

"Sometimes anything that we think will make depressed is actually the most happiest thing in the world"







Friday, 19 September 2014

  After the class ended we decided go to cafe for buy our lunch...

Then i and my housemate Yana which is same course as me, walk to our  home...
We decided to use elevator to get through our second apartment...
As the elevator's door closed, suddenly in the elevator turned dark because of the blackout... while the elevator's door is closed and we and other three students in the elevator together..

All of we shocked then became panic...
We push the emergency's ring button... so many times but there are no student out of the elevator...
Then we try to open the elevator's door using our hand with our strength...
At first, the elevator's door open with a tiny air rush into the elevator..
Then as our hand move from the door, the door closed again...
Then later as the other person push the emergency's ring button we try again and again to open the door.. and the elevator' door open a little bit then became widely...
So as soon the elevator's door open we quickly get out from the elevator because we afraid the elevator's door closed again...

After we get out from the elevator, there are two Chinese students that see us with such a confused expression...
What i think is actually they hear the emergency ring is ringing but they do not know what to do and waiting for other student then together help us from such a bad dream (for me)..

"Do not lose hope and just try again until we receive the result"

Thursday, 18 September 2014

It is though day for me...
But today is also fun day for me...

At first, we Rk01- Civil Engineering's student have class at Jejawi...
So after the class  we have a quiz... So there are foreign student beside my friend...
They couldn't answer the question but we just relieve that after the lecture collect the answer so we couldn't do anything to help them... We so feel guilty to them...

After that we divided into two group one do the lab and another do the tutorial..
Unfortunately, i and my friend Fara, Yana, Aizad, and Aizuddin also Chong did not in the same group that we already form last week...
I is the only one that separate from them...

But in the tutorial class,
I sit at the back of class...
Then there are the two students from Myanmar ask me if they can sit beside me.. I just say " Sure you can"
The introduce themselves.. The female one name Chit..(I forgot) and for the male one is name Robert..
Chi also give me a sweet... And it is halal food... so i just take it and she also say that she is a muslim..
What i very happy here because i speak to them i english.. Oh, Alhamdulillah Allah have answer my pray..

Next after class at Jejawi we must go at Pauh...
To have another lab..
Campus in Pauh is so big.. so we all have lost together..
Experience as first year sudent..
But for me is such a fun doing that together...

"Everything that happen to you is have it's own reason.. just believe in Allah...
Because Allah never give something that us disabilities to face it"

Wednesday, 17 September 2014

Today the second intake student will attend this university...
So today also our class of fundamental electric engineering cancelled due to the our lecture will be in part of this event...

Also today is my sister's birth day...
I hope she will have excellent result for her examination... and have everything in her life will be full of joy...

This tonight i also happy because i available to teach my friends... because i also have benefit from it..
I more understand about mechanical and material engineering...

So moral that i get today is...
"Although we fell like lazy to do thing that will be helpful to others... But if we just do the things with sincere... We can do it... And we will receive the benefit also.. Try it.."  

Tuesday, 16 September 2014

Oyasemi minna... kenki?

Yesterday night... suddenly i just woke up from my sleep... after i saw one men in my dream..
He was senior in university that i attend..
I wonder what's that.. But second though i think it just a dream...
Because dream you can't trust.. It just play through our mind...

And yesterday also... When i was in a bus to take my matric card..
I hear a song that song is Fall For Me..
In the song there are one sentences that sound like this
"Because the girl like is possible to find"
I just one to share something...

For me...
"Actually everyone is born with their own behaviour... the special one i mean..
the behaviour that attract someone to recognize it"

Because if the person is a most devil in the world there must have a little kind on it..
because human is create by Allah that one of He nature is Ar- Rahman that stand for loving...

Sunday, 14 September 2014

Hello...
I'm sorry because late to updated my blog..
I't is due to my life as first year student...
Hmm... actually.. today i feel so sad...
I do know why...
Especially when i look up the person's weeding picture..
it make me wanna crying..
I wonder am i'm allowed to be happy with someone else...
I do no why but i really miss him..
8 years i still wait for him...
And i really hope to see him as soon as possible so i can open my heart to anyone else...

"I really want to have a calm and peace life without someone special in my heart except my god Allah, my lovely prophet Muhammad, my family, my dear friends..."

Friday, 12 September 2014

12/9/2014

Hello everyone!
I'm sorry because i did not make up my blog
yesterday because of my internet connection is not allowed me to do so
"Hope you all understand that matter"
Hmm...
what i want to say.. because nothing particullar matter happen these day..
Ah... i got one...

"Just be careful in your life, do not take simply as you want"
Just be careful OK!

Wednesday, 10 September 2014

10/9/2014
It is rain today...
Today in my class for the first lecture of Engineering Geologi,
we just know each other and then we form a group as briefing and to discuss about culture in my country...
In our group is it include student from Sudan and also in Somalia...
What i am trying to say is i am happy because for the first time in my life i spoke with people in other my country...
Although my english is not that good but at least i trying to do so...

"So just try what you want to do although you do not so pro about that thing"
Also
"Have confident in yourself!"

Tuesday, 9 September 2014

Okay guys...
Today is not very difficult day to me, but it like a tired day for me especially as a first semester student.
But Alhamdulillah Allah have help me to soft this hard matter...

So always pray and ask to Allah to soft your business especially in hard time

9/9/14

This is my second blog...
In this blog i will tell you true story based of my experiences
Why i do this? Because i just want to share it with other people to take a look or maybe give me advice when i have a problem..

"Sharing Is Caring"